Wednesday, May 17, 2006
Dearest Yanie n Fyra...i guez all d wks of nt contacting n talkin to u gurls does hv an effect on me...i miz u gurls...i guez mayb i was being too demanding...i mean,wat u gurls said really hurts u noe...bt as wks passed,i begin to think tat i myself am hurting u gurls by being so cold towards u both...it's nt tat i want to do tat,bt juz tat everytym i think abt wat u both said to me n in ur bloggies,i felt angry all over again...im sorie for treating u gurls tat way...i really am...i wasnt looking for both of ur apologies cuz u both said tat so many tyms...all i wanted was for both of u to realize tat i hv feelings too...yes,every1 gets emo sumtyms...but to d extent tat i juz cant take it anymore,how do u expect me to react??u both noe me well,im sure...once i get angry,i really will take things seriously...how can d both of u said im always wif my boyfren n dun care abt SYZtaz anymore??tats so unfair...i mean,wen i got back wif Faizal,i already told u gurls tat i may nt spend all d tym wif u anymore lyk how it used to be...i thought u both wld support me in my rltshp,but no...lyk hello??dun i still talk to u even wen im wif him??yes,mayb i havent been spending tym wif u gurls,bt cnt u both understand me betta??he was away for so long...cant i make up for d tym he was away??d point is,i still love u both alotx...im sorie for giving u both d silent treatment...if u gurls r willing,lets work things out if we wanna save our syztazhood...kaez??bt if u dun want,den i guez we'll still be frens bt nt as close thou...so i hope i had make things clear here n hope u both accept my apology...][I mIz U gUrLs...][
SYZ SAY "okey,buhbye~*!"|7:29 PM|
